Status Updates by theatrical.poet
Honestly, why do I even try? I can't stop smoking weed, it brings me peace and makes me feel calm. I drink to erase my memories. My grades are dropping, I probably won't ever get into another relationship because I'm a monster. I don't know. Things and s*** are getting to me again. I don't like it. I try so hard to change but I can't. Idk Mann, I might just go somewhere else and start NEW. Idk yet though.
F***! I probably don't even have a chance anymore, he family won't like me for the s*** I did in the past!
This s*** sucks, why did I have to be such a douche in my past? WHY?? Now it f***ed up my future. I PROBABLY WON'T EVEN GET TO BE WITH HER.
I truly do, like her. I just want a chance to be with her again. ONE. I don't know why I was such an ass to her.