Status Updates by theatrical.poet

theatrical.poet

Honestly, why do I even try? I can't stop smoking weed, it brings me peace and makes me feel calm. I drink to erase my memories. My grades are dropping, I probably won't ever get into another relationship because I'm a monster. I don't know. Things and s*** are getting to me again. I don't like it. I try so hard to change but I can't. Idk Mann, I might just go somewhere else and start NEW. Idk yet though.

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When you're lowkey depressed and scared to talk about it to anyone because you don't want to cry and cause a scene.

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I f***ing hate past me.

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F***! I probably don't even have a chance anymore, he family won't like me for the s*** I did in the past!

This s*** sucks, why did I have to be such a douche in my past? WHY?? Now it f***ed up my future. I PROBABLY WON'T EVEN GET TO BE WITH HER.

I truly do, like her. I just want a chance to be with her again. ONE. I don't know why I was such an ass to her.

UGH

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-viciously beats up past me-

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Some 21 year old tryna bully me all because I didn't give him attention. So he called me ugly. Lmaoooo.

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My day is literal s*** now wtf

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-Internally screams- OMGOMGOGMGOMGOMGOGMGOMGOGMOGMOMGOGMGOGMGOMOGOG

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D*** woah, that was a bad relapse.

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Why do I suddenly feel like its all my fault for what he decided? Stop it now Rose, you're hurting yourself.