Status Updates by Unwanted671

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.... anyone up for a chat?....

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Jesus.... I kinda feel worse than yesterday.... I didn't f***in realized how f***ing /abusive/ I am... =_= I'm not wanting to be abusive... I kinda want to push my bf away because he deserves better than abusive me... I mean.. I got mad and did a punch.. but when I did a punch.. it was supposed to be a light one as a joking but i end up hurting harder than i meant... :/

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I'm disappointed at my self... :/ I'm close to giving things up.... throw everything away......

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Tired.......

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Ever tried to kill yourself 5 days in one week? It sucks. Then that ONE day of happiness . Now its back to just the usual. Idk. I hope I can die now that I had that one time to be happy?

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I guess its official.... :/ Im single...

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:P I'm turning into my mom.... She takes medicines from A to Z... XP

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One and a half weeks I felt calm.. And not depressed.. And now i dont even want to get out of bed........

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9 people living in a two bed room house starting tomorrow..... :/ my brothers new gf is cool.. I love her kids... But the idea of being always home with more people.... More noises..... idk... Im really hoping to be in dorms next year.....

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I wish i knew more people were mentally stable. But if I did, I wouldn't let them waste their time on me while i'm disabled. I feel alone, I know I'm not. I used to talk to losts of people, lately I've stopped. They didn't deserve it, I've been a terrible friend But I couldn't bare to let my self become boring to them I don't let my self get my hopes up. I love people who do. I never knew if what I say is the truth. -boyinaband im not dead