Status Updates by TREESTAR

TREESTAR

you know what i cant understand? how cold i was, how i could say aything to him to try and snap him into what ive just bin thrown into, it dosnt hit you untill its almost to late, thats when you realize, thats when the rushing hot feeling of overly exausted anger, the nervous bleedng in your brain, the sinkig feeling when you realize that you may have seen him for the last time. you may have heard his voice say i love you for the last time, you may be finnished learing, living and loving, but y

TREESTAR

ever feel your heart sink to the deepest part of your chest, falling to pieces? that feeling that you just wanna hit something, kick, scream, cry, but no ones there to heart or listen or care, but your okay with that because you dot want anyone to see the darkest parts of your beautiful chaotic potic mind

TREESTAR

i see this vision, a visio of another version of me i suppse, a vision of me standing infront of a mirror completley coverd in cuts and blood runing dorn my arms, legs and sides. this vision gives me a warm calming feelig yet at the same time and angery cold restless chaotic storm arises just thinking about this becoming a reality