Status Updates by Lonely.life.for.a.lonely.girl
Even tho i know when i do, you'll leave me too. (if you havent noticed i stopped talking about kade, and i am now talking about Josh) He wont be seeing this post, and i dont know if i even want him to see this post. My bodys feeling sick and my heart if feeling broken and i think for the first time in my life, losing someone hurts more then knowing you cant have them back. Josh if you do see this post or hear about if or whatever, know that i cant. I cant, I cant, I cant!
Listening to Kade Rogers makes me wanna cry, i dont know why, but he does. Just listening to him makes me anxious and feel like i belong somewhere. Its a good feeling and a sad feeling, because i know when i turn it off, that my feeling of hope.. will be gone. I think of his voice when i try to sleep, i think of his smile when i try to sleep, and i think of his love when i try to sleep. I havent been able to sleep. And for the first time in a while, ill be sharing my feeling with some of you.