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Ehh.Whatever

some times I wish I didn't exist but, then I start to think, if I didnt exist then I wouldn't have meet my wonderful friends and wonderful people....so I don't wish for it any more

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Your magic white rabbit
Has left it's writing on the wall
We follow like Alice
And just keep diving down the hole
We're falling and we're losing control
Your pulling us and dragging us down this dead end road
We follow like Alice
And just keep diving down the hole

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Momma never told me how to love
Daddy never told me how to feel
Momma never told me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to heal
I was always the chosen child
The biggest scandal I became
They told me I'd never survive
But survival's my middle name...
I've walked alone, hoping
Just barely coping
Getting it on
Getting it wrong

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Momma never set a good example
Daddy never held momma's hand
Momma found everything hard to handle
Daddy never stood up like a man...
I've walked alone, broken
Emotionally frozen
Getting it on
Getting it wrong....
How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone...

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I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
My scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

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A world of demons wait
Watching the movements and filling my heart with hate

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Never will I be welcomed
Amongst the heartless monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal unit of sub-human parasites
Warped into a feeding frenzy with the smell of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures for what they are
A swirling mess of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun

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I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice
To a tormentor your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

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That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run

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When your own have died
When there's no more pride
When your soul is frozen
Is that enough?
When your heart is broken
A thousand times
With every moment
Is that enough?